This is the way it is for me. I really want the God job, but sometimes it is too hard or I forget, or I take a vacation, or get lazy—the list goes on and on. The best I can do is to pick myself up and recommit. Of course it’s not all on me. God plays a part. Although too fathomable for my mind to grasp, my heart gives me faith to let go and let God, and cherish the mystery.
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