So in the middle of last night I called out to God in desperation, not really thinking it would help. But it did. I felt the Holy Spirit coming down on me, at least there it was. Something beautifully and mysteriously shifted in my being—in my heart and in my head. My heart opened, my mind stopped chattering, and the silence of love took over.
This is what I experienced last night and into the morning. It is still with me.